I’m sorry I’m so crazy
directed to pretty much everyone

i left early today

i couldn’t stand the noise

and though being alone

is tougher than i’d imagined

the silence is rare;

so golden that i could almost call it beautiful

i closed my eyes

and lost consciousness

taken in by memories of short-lived embraces

on those painfully cold nights,

and every hopeful thought

in such a hopeless situation 

now it seems day has broken

without me noticing

so i’ll light another cigarette

and with each puff of smoke, 

i’ll make more of an effort

to forget about you